my life

things have been pretty nuts and everything has pretty much been non-stop around here and i would give just about anything to be able to hit a fast forward button past the moving and all the parties and just get to the part where i'm at the top of aisle and then press play.  one nice thing has been that Chad finished school last week and has assigned himself the job of being my very own farm boy.  thank you cards need to be mailed?  as you wish.  furniture needs to be sold?  as you wish.  shoes need to be picked up?  as you wish.

it is kind of like having my very own personal assistant except that i don't have to pay him and it isn't against company policy to sleep with him.

and i know, i know, it is going to just keep getting more insane.  so before i go all out to the deep end i just wanted to take a moment and really be thankful for the man i'm getting into this with.  i have a guy who loves me for who i am despite the fact that i'm a stubborn princess that insists on trying to save myself before i will ask for help.  he is patient with me.  and even if he doesn't always get me he sticks by me.

so thank you for picking me.

"This is true love, after all, do you think it happens every day?"